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Nikolai woke to find his cheek pressed against white sheets that smelled of citrus, realizing with a start that he must have fallen asleep while watching over his girlfriend in the hospital. Feeling a little disoriented and groggy, he blinked a few times before raising his head to look around, squinting against the sunlight streaming in between the curtains. Outside, the bustle of people and traffic drifted in from the half-open window, and in the background, the machine that was hooked up to his girlfriend beeped every few minutes, rhythmic in a comforting way. He stifled a yawn, stretching his arms over his head, and then turned his attention back to her, reaching forward to mesh his fingers between hers.

"How are you?" he asked, quietly, gazing worriedly at her bruised face. Her eyes were closed—she hadn't woken yet since the surgery—and her lips were still blue. But he thought her complexion looked a little pinker today, and the observation relieved him just the tiniest bit. "Are you feeling better? Are you cold?" He looked around the room, wondering if there was a temperature reading somewhere, or a thermostat he could mess around with, but the technological contraptions on the walls were foreign and complicated, and he had no idea how to work them. He bit his lip, feeling useless.

"The doctors say you'll wake up soon," he said, trying to infuse some optimism into his tone, for both her benefit and his. "You'll be okay, I promise." He gave her hand a squeeze, watching for a reaction, or any kind of response—anything to indicate she could hear him. But there wasn't one. No fluttering of her lashes, or parting of her lips, or trembling of her fingers.

Nikolai's voice became low all of a sudden as he whispered, "I'm sorry." He drew in a sharp breath and held it in, as if to hold down something—and he was holding down something; he could feel it in the pits of his stomach, twisting and churning, he just wasn't quite sure exactly what it was. "I should have been there. I should have—I should have done something. When that man told me you'd been in accident, I..."

He shuddered, his grip on her hand tightening. "ўмілаваная," he murmured, forcing the memory of that phone call out of his head. "ўмілаваная, I'll protect you from now on. I won't let this happen to you again. I'll be with you forever."

He leaned forward and brushed his lips against her left cheek, then her right, her forehead, kissing her on the lips last, the brief contact making his pulse quicken. Then he settled back in his seat, running his thumb over her knuckles gently.

"And I'll find the person who did this to you," he promised, giving her lovely sleeping face his best smile. "I'll find him, that bastard, and tear out his lungs."
So I said I'd stay away from dA until the holidays, but I was so bored and depressed and feeling super angsty, so I snuck on and wrote a little extra in-between part for my Male!Belarus fanfic, which can be found here: [link]

Anyway, this one is so short. Idek, it's kind of pointless. I just wanted to write something. Forgive meee, my dear readers. I will write part two for the original Necessities soon, hopefully. <--what I always say. OTL.

Thanks for reading!


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Story © Jenny Ge
Hetalia © Himaruya Hidekaz
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:icon2psealand:
2psealand Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Its adorable
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sayuri-iera Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2013  Student
Ma heart just ran away ... ;u; it couldn't handle my emotions//shot
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:')) //chases down your heart and gives it back to you.
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sayuri-iera Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Student
;w;
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EmiliaSteilsson142 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Francis zid zhat!
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PrincessLuna1313 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
aawwwwwwwwwww nik thats so sweet il help you ripout his/her lungs
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RoseEmma1 Featured By Owner May 23, 2013
^^ Hahaha I agree with you! Nik is so sweet!!
Yep, karma person, Nik and I are going to rip out your lungs.
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AkimiButterfly Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013
Much later.... Are you still going to write the second part? I love this so much. :iconiloveitplz:
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my gosh, yes, definitely! I have exams and university applications right now, though, so I'm freaking out about those. Sorry for the delay! OTL.
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AkimiButterfly Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013
Oh, good to know! :D Good luck with all that. I can't wait! x3
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SabriLove Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
look like Kaworu <3 i love him
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Kaworu? ; u ;
I love him, too~ He's so cute!~
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rawrimadragon Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I can't wait for the next part!
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :') I'll be writing it soon, hopefully!
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rawrimadragon Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yay~
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CardinalDesertFox Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
This is a perfect bridge between the two parts, and I really like the descriptions of the hospital, how he thinks she looks better and is comforted by that, whether its true or not.

Is he really going to find him and rip his lungs out? I might enjoy that. //shot

I'm really excited for part two!!!
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livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! I'm glad you liked it--also, thank you for the watch~ I feel honoured. ; u ;

I kind of want to write a really violent scene...but idk how I would write the legal issues that might follow LOL.
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CardinalDesertFox Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I didn't realize I wasn't watching you until I was like, "Why is this in my inbox, but not under her account?!?!?!?!" So. I'm finally watching you. Like I should have from the start! :D

Legal issues? As in Nikolai? Well, there's always lime... dissolves everything. Blood, bones, etc, etc, etc. Throw in all your clothes and bring a bucket of water to wash in before putting on fresh clothes and BAM. The perfect murder. <.< >.> You did not hear that from me.
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livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X3X3 Haha~ Now we are joined forevaaaaaah. //creepylaugh.

Yes, Nikolai killing someone might lead to problems, but we're operating in a fandom anyway; to heck with logic. I'll go with the lime idea LOL (will refrain from asking you how you know~ XD).
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CardinalDesertFox Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
FOREVER. :icondeathfaceplz:

Just remember that a very large quantity of lime would be needed. And it's also called quick lime. Wikipedia it, that'll help you with some of the logistics and what not. ^^

LOGIC. WHAT'S THAT?! XD
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livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL IT'S THE FACE AGAAAAAAIN. //feelskindofdisorientedrightnow.

Alright! I shall have to go do research. Arrgggh. Despite the holidays having started and all, I still have so much crud to do, which I am about to go rant about in my journal lol. So avoid that journal at all costs!~ Where would I be without Wikipedia?

LOL //THROWS LOGIC OUT THE WINDOW.
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CardinalDesertFox Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
XD Sorry! //didn't mean to disorient you

Ahhhhh, research. Sometimes, you can just get by without it... I'm sure Nikolai has some... unsavory... contacts to get lime/quicklime from. //shifty eyes
But yes, Wikipedia is AMAZING.

XD //DEFENESTRATING LOGIC
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livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL nooo! It wasn't you. I was just disoriented randomly from lack of sleep.

That's true. I don't know too much about the other countries, or their relationship to Belarus, though. ;__; But again, what is logic. Wikipedia will save the day!
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Kinky-Kirara Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
dont worry belarus,
once i wake up ill do the same thing.
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DancingShizuofan Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
*begins reading* so sad
*gets to the middle* awwww
*end of story at the last line* omg O.o
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livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X3 Well, Male!Belarus is known for his twisted personality~ XD
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DancingShizuofan Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
true but that king omg nice touch
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X3 King? But thanks!
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DancingShizuofan Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
*faceplams* omg I'm sorry freaking typo, I don't even remember what I meant to say on that lolz
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD no worries!
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Starcrystal96 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student General Artist
wow excellent work
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :')
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Starcrystal96 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student General Artist
welcome ^^
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lifealwaysgoeson Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Awesome filler. Make use of useless things!!
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD Thanks! :3
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lifealwaysgoeson Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome
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SnowSungirl Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012
I love this!
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :')
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Tygermane Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Male Belarus is so hot!! Glad to see an update for this! There aren't nearly enough Male!Belarus stories out there!! :)
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Agreed! He's so awesome! I'll definitely be attempting to fill the world with more Male!Belarus stories! XD
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Tygermane Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:iconfangasmingplz::iconsqueeeeplz: I shall be looking forward to it!!! He's my Nyotalia character of choice! :D
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X3 Same here! Alright then, I'll do my best not to disappoint!~
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goodlucklight Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Yah, go rip out his lungs for me Nik :iconyaybelarusplz:
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That icon is so cute! XD

Idealizing violence. What am I doing...OTL.
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XxhoneysempixX Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Student Artist
i love this story its cute.
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :')
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XxhoneysempixX Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Student Artist
your welcome
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nekootakugirl Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:iconcraiplz: please wake up self!
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:iconlivewithout:
livewithout Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Soon, like the doctors said! >w<
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